After spending a while reading this weblog, a friend wrote the following to me, and I responded.
In light of all the references to Bush (covering a lot of ground, with the hanging possibility of a personality disorder) how do you reconcile it with Romans 13:7 and your admiration and frequent quoting of MLK, especially “Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Hate multiplies hate, violence multiplies violence, and toughness multiplies toughness in a descending spiral of destruction.” …
Saying all that, I don’t have any difficulties collecting the information your site provides, but I do have difficulties with it as an argument for “love your neighbor as yourself.” Now, this may be an over generalization on my part, but it is the feeling I leave your site with.
Interesting. Hate is not my experience on the inside. (Although yes, self-deception is always a possibility).
I did spend all of 2002 so angry I couldn’t see straight—anger at loss, anger at the spiritual forces invading us, anger at our astonishing vulnerability to them (visible in our violent, unthinking responses). But during 2003 I’ve been working diligently to reel in/redirect my anger, aiming at—though usually missing—a more pastoral voice.
I was under the impression I’ve been careful not to mix Bush et al. the persons and their followers—the vital part of the picture bearing the imago Dei—with their behavior owing to the principality in which I think they’re embedded, wherein they may be, for all I know, unintentional dupes.
I’m less troubled about the personalities involved than with the behavior befitting the spirit of the antichrist that’s being done, either explicitly or implicitly, in Jesus’ name. This behavior must be confronted. It emits from every one of us to some degree, I think; my constant prayer is for deliverance from my own self-righteousness, a deliverance I still sabotage more often than not.
I indeed link extensively to others who are not so constrained as I am, whose sometimes-prophetic boldness I admire but am not yet courageous enough to emulate.
All in all, a weblog (for many) reflects an ongoing process of coming to grips with what’s going on. Engaging this process out in the open seems important to me. I want others to be able to have insight into who I am—good, bad, and ugly—from the start. I delight in reading others who are similarly aiming for openness.
So my motivation proceeds partly from a longstanding, God-given determination to be more open, and partly from the ~recent jarring experience of learning I have church friends who celebrate the killing and maiming of others. At minimum, I want my warts to catch no one by surprise.